Why can't I be satisfied with the status quo?
Why can't I be content with a husband who says he adores me, but ignores me and a lover who genuinely seems to care about me but can't give me more?
I am really hating life at the moment.
Despite some choices I am currently making in my life, I know I am a good, decent person. I know that I deserve better than what I have. I have so much to offer *one* man. I am starting to spread myself too thin and it is taking a toll on me.
I want to quit everyone. My husband. My lover.
But I can't.
I definitely echo that sentiment at times ... then I take a deep breath and get back on the ride for another go at it. If there could be just one man that could give me all that I desire, need and that I could give him all the same in return ... is that too much to ask for?
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ReplyDeleteUnless you are willing to go through some major life shitstorms (ie divorce) or lose your rock (Drake) you will have to "suck it up princess" as my mother says - she is not a compassionate woman. Fortunately, she is also says "and this too shall pass". I hope she helped, as I have no words of wisdom to offer.
TTFN
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Mr. No Name
You know they say customers vote with their feet or pocketbook. I think you adore with your actions not your words. Saying you adore someone is easy; showing you adore them is something different. You need to make sure you are with the one you adore and who shows how much they adore you! :)
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