Leash Pull was the subject line of the latest email from Drake. It made me smile. The message was brief. I had been quiet all morning, neglecting to send him my morning email to greet him to the day.
He asked: Is everything okay?
My reply: Hmmm, do you think I'm making nefarious plans?
His reply: I'm just trying to get inside your head.
He wants to dominate me in and out of the bedroom, but he is well-aware of how independent and headstrong I can be, which makes me a very questionable sub. With his Type A wife and a house full of teenagers, I can understand his desire to exert control over me--considering how little control he has over the people around him.
I have decided to work harder at being a sub to his Dom. We're not exactly following the conventions of a D/s relationship...we're making things up as we go along.
He did have a few words to say to me on Monday. He won't tolerate any more of my fucking around (completely understandable). I will only fuck men he tells me to fuck (again, understandable).
I truly want to please him. I would be a fool to risk losing him.
If you are goint to be his sub, he has to be a DOm worthy of your submission. You may need to coach him along. Sounds like it could be fun and fufilling.
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Mr. No Name
Ah. He is most definitely worthy! He knows how hard to push me and when to back off. His take is that our D/s relationship will only work if I am agreeable and he doesn't push me unnecessarily or control every move I make. He wants a partnership of sorts, but where he leads and I follow, accepting the decisions he makes.
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